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I'm a guy .......  57

I feel for you because misery loves company
I also had an intense romance for 4 mths when I was mid 20's.  I still haven't gotten over it completely.  Meanwhile, I married the woman in my next relationship .......  I simply could not handle another breakup.  I was devastated beyond comprehension and never wanted to go thru it again.

I fell madly in Love with her but never verbalized it.  When we first started dating, she made the comment "Every man I date falls in love with me " ..... I figured then that she just played with men's hearts and I'd never let myself fall in love with her.  I would write her off in my head as a summer fling.   She turned out to be the most desirable woman I could imagine.  For her, it was completely natural to make a man fell like a real man.  She was completely open with her emotions from the very beginning and always made me feel complete.  She'd let me know all the time how I pleased her.  Would always sit in the middle seat next to me in the car ... just little things that said "Honey, you're the best thing that ever happened to me"

Was very verbal in bed by telling me how wonderful I made her feel.  Lots of moaning and cooing.  I'd wake up in the middle of the night with a boner and get out of bed to urinate, she'd wake up and see my boner, and ask if she wanted her to take care of it.  Usually we'd orgasm together, if she did before me, then without any prompting on my part, she'd go right down and suck every last drop out of me.  All with a smile on her face, as if she really enjoyed pleasing me.

Was always proud to show me off in public by standing close to me,  showing great affection towards me in front of her family and friends.  It was all totally natural to her.  She never had an inhibited bone in her body.

One early morning she woke me by climbing on top of me and we had our usual orgasm together.    She went to the bathroom to get ready for work, came back to the bedroom for clothes.  I was laying in bed staring at her .....  I knew that very instant that I absolutely LOVED her.  It hit me like a ton of bricks.  She looked at me and said           "What, what's up "  .   I knew that very moment that I couldn't tell her I loved her, I knew that I'd just be another man that fell in love with her.  I knew this moment would be the beginning of the end.

The week afterwards,  I'm driving down the road and it hits me so hard.  I knew in my heart that she could have any man she wanted.  I knew she didn't want me the way I wanted her.  The next week, she broke a promise to me.  I broke up with her instantly.  She ran to the bathroom crying and locked herself in.  I told her thru the door I was leaving and wanted her to leave her key on the table when she left.  I knew I wasn't good enough for her.  I knew she deserved someone better.

I love my wife.  I still can't stop crying over the one I loved the most though.  It's been 34 yrs.  I don't know if I've been blessed to have known such a beautiful woman in my life, or cursed that I can never forget her.  [/quote]

cool story bro[/quote]

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