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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Recurrent miscarriage has shaken me to my core. All I've ever wanted to do is be a stay at home mom. Now that this plan isn't panning out I feel completely lost. Despite having a business degree I have never felt that the career track was for me, as ridiculous as that may sound. I see drug addicts and abusers with children in the news on a daily basis and it just makes me so angry. What God would allow this? [b]I have continued to press forward with my faith and pray everything works out but the truth is that there are some couples so deserving of children that never have them. We may be one of them. Maybe God has something else planned for us but this is a completely mystery so far. [/b][/quote]

Sometimes I wonder what plans does God have for us? Going back in time, everything starts feeling very strange. Our friends whom we used to hang out with gave their pregnancy news. In a week I was diagnosed with a big fibroid that had to be removed surgically. I thought maybe God is clearing the way for us and this fibroid which was a demon in the way is going away. My tubes were open and we jumped in to IUI. When all cycles failed, RE found out the tubes were blocked due to complications from fibroids. Another surgery which I took positively too. I thought once cleared we can start with IVF and that will be about it. The journey never stopped even after several IVF cycles. All other friends had kid # 2, 3... We are still where we were. What plans could God have for us? I thank HIM for everything I have but the struggle with infertility seems to overtake everything sometimes. 8 years of marriage and 0 results. [/quote]

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