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[quote=Anonymous]I have always hated being alive. I have tried in the past to find someone willing to kill me but for whatever reason it never happened. I'm scared to kill myself because I'm worried I will humiliate my parents and grandparents. But if I was killed they wouldn't be embarrassed just sad. The only reason I am alive is because I don't want to hurt them or go to hell. However by being alive I feel like they are embarrassed by me anyway. I'm 30 never married and no children and to them that is failure. I would like to get married to make them happy but it hasn't happened yet as the guys I like they don't and vise versa. I am trying to decide which is worse their embarrassment over me being single or over me killing myself. The last thing I want to do is hurt them. I just wish I could get what I want without hurting anyone.[/quote]
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