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[quote=Anonymous]I am so lost. I just lost it on my youngest who kept screaming at me this morning. I screamed back in his face for him to stop it. I forcefully dragged him to his room, threw him in, screamed in his face and left. I hate being a mother and I'm total garbage at it. I cannot be calm in the face of his constant screaming and emotional state. I can do it about 200 times a day, but then by 201 I completely lose my shit. I need help. I have ADHD and am currently grieving the loss of a close family member and in the throes of depression. My marriage is distant and not a source of strength or comfort for me outside of the logistical help. I cannot do simple things like make a doctor's appointment for myself or my child because my ADHD is raging out of control so I can focus for 10 minutes but all the hoops of finding help are just so impossible. I've asked DH to help with scheduling appointments but he's totally slammed at work. I just want to check out. I am trash and my child is hurting. Stupid post, I know, but I have nobody to talk to in this extreme shame I'm feeling.[/quote]
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