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[quote=Anonymous]Today is my 36th birthday and we've been in this game ttc for 6 years. It's really hard today. We Are visiting family. My sil recently had a baby. 4 month old and he's so cute and wonderful and when it was just the 5 of us it was fine. But my mil is here today and boy is it tough. She's constantly saying look at your mommy and smile or you look just like daddy ( we have male factor). Constantly singing and cooking and going on about how amazing it is to be a grandma and I love that for her. I want that for her. It's just been constant since 6am. Inside I'm dying. I know it's selfish and not rational. I don't want to take away anyone else's happiness Im just internally sad it may never happen for us.

Escaping for a few minutes before we do cake and I am/will be grateful for any celebration despite not wanting to celebrate at all. All it signifies is one year older, one more year it didn't work out and one more year my eggs are depreciating.

Just venting. Pls don't come at me for being done with mil and baby. It's not her personally I guess. Just the situation.

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