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[quote=Anonymous]The basics: We married at age 21 after dating for a few years, no prior relationships. Together 15 years. 2 young kids.

DH has some flaws that bother me. The easiest way to describe them -- he's very square. He isn't into adventure or spontaneity, he's not hot or charming or witty, he doesn't talk much and can be kind of boring, he wants to live a normal suburban life. I've always wanted to have big adventures, take career risks, take months to travel all over the world, actively explore our local area on weekends, etc. Also, I have a higher libido, he's not like most men and fine having sex just 2-3 times per month.

That said, he has a lot of amazing qualities. He is honest, calm, very sweet and caring, a good provider, good person, good dad. He's the kind of person that will always bring me some hot tea when I'm not feeling well, help our around the house even when working an intense job, is really nice to my family and they love him. We also are attracted to each other and have great sex (just not as often as I'd like). I thought that his groundedness balanced me out because I'm a little intense, lots of emotional ups and downs, lots of not-practical dreams and plans.

So, for the past 15 years, I'd generally be happy with him, but about once a year I would sort of freak out and start asking "What am I doing with my life? Did I marry the wrong person?" We've talked a lot about it, done therapy, etc. He's definitely compromised on doing more travel and adventure, more sex, etc...not where I want to be but better than before. I have also practiced reframing my expectations to not be disappointed. I tend to have very high expectations for myself and my life. I realize that the perfect guy I dream of doesn't exist - I have never met anyone in real life and thought, "Well, I'd rather be with that guy." Divorcing and remarrying would be like changing one set of problems for another.

Here's our current problem: For the past year or so since we've had our second kid, he's become like a different person. He's become very negative and emotional, overwhelmed, basically hates life. To be clear, he has legitimate reasons for it: He had some issues at work, had to shoulder a lot of the childcare during COVID, we had to stop our couples-only vacation because the grandparents can't watch two kids at once, we can't buy a house due to the current market and had a lot of stress around this, he really struggled to adjust to the noise and chaos of 2 kids, has no family or friends to support him (family sucks - not his fault; friends - he chose to focus on an intense career for many years and let friendships drops away).

So we're both in a terrible place. He is mentally and physically exhausted, says he can't stand spending all his time after work and on weekends with little kids, desperately needs a break. He is moody and negative and takes it out on me and the kids. He says he feels like he messed up his life, got married too young, etc. He resents me for being so different from him. He wants friends but says it's impossible to meet close friends at this age.

Meanwhile, I'm resentful that the very things that made our marriage worth it for me - the unwavering support, the positivity, the smiles and caresses and love - are gone. I tried to support him at first by trying to take the kids and give him occasional breaks on the weekend, but I'm also extremely overwhelmed. We have childcare while we work, but life with young kids means that you're taking care of them evenings and weekends, and you're tired, and that's hard enough without having your partner fall apart and take it out on you. Plenty of parents do this...and much more. Our two kids are great sleepers and generally well-behaved. I am resentful that he is acting like it's some great burden.

He already switched to a less demanding job. He also took a week's vacation a few months ago all by himself, and that helped temporarily, but he says that after a decade of intense work, a week is not enough. Neither is an hour or two here or there (in fact, he says he doesn't even know what to do with small chunks of free time, as he has no friends or hobbies). We've done couples therapy, he is in individual therapy, none of it is helping. I think good therapists must be booked up or impossible to find or something. We've tried like 4 different therapists and they all just spend the whole time helping us understand the source of our problems and validating our feelings without actually leading us to any solutions.

How can two people improve their marriage if they're both exhausted and there are two young kids to take care of? And both are disappointed and feeling screwed over by life and each other? I feel like we need some kind of foundation, something positive to hold on to to get us through the tough times, but we can't seem to do that because we're both doubting if we married the wrong person. [/quote]

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