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[quote=Anonymous]I am 55 and DH is 57. He has had a series of heart attacks that basically make it impossible for him to have sex. 
Before the heart attacks, the marriage was not great since i suffered from several miscarriages and one SID experience, rendering me emotionally distant. I have two kids, but it was a rocky road to get here. DH was not supportive at all during those years. 
By about my mid forties, our sex life essentially disappeared but he was never very good at it anyway. Like he got me  aroused once. I mean once. He is selfish.
Anyway, I think about my life going forward and feel that it was no different than a nun. I have never enjoyed sex. As I look at my life I think that I could hold on here and wait for something magical to happen, or I could leave. What holds me back is my single friends in their 50s who are really lonely. I am pessimistic about meeting anyone again. 
This is a frustrating place to be. I feel like life is over, and mostly wasted. Other than my kids, I have nothing to look forward to. I have experienced no affection in 25 years. 
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