I think for a lot of men “sure if you want to” means they do love you, they just don’t know how to show it. |
- I had painful health issues and he rarely asked how I was doing or if he could help with anything
- refused to make any changes when I asked, like letting me know when he would be home from work so I could start making dinner -plans for the future only revolved around things he liked, which were often things I couldn’t or didn’t want to do at all |
Reading this it just dawned on me that my ex husband was doing this for a good chunk of our marriage. I'm not sure he could ever be self aware enough to admit it though. OP, I realized it when my ex had an affair and showed no remorse. |
Yes if he really didn't like you he just wouldn't bother. I think op thinks like a lot of women do that her husband is supposed to be her bestie surrogate gal pal |
I can’t be sexually attracted to someone I have no emotional connection with. I don’t expect us to drink wine and braid each other’s hair, but to have unstilted natural conversations about what’s going on in each other’s lives? Yeah, I expect that from my man. Actually that’s the basic minimum. But if he’s not up to it, I’ll look elsewhere to get those needs met. No AP or anything, but there are people in this world who want to spend time with me, like and enjoy my company. I don’t need DH, I want him. But like I said, can’t be the fool. |
I can see why he doesn't like you. You sound exhausting. |
When we had a child and he started using the child to try to control me. He didn't like me; he liked the control he thought had over me. |
If you’re a man, no surprise. If you’re a woman, feel sad for you. |
Sorry you had to go through this. |
I don’t like this question but I think it’s appropriate here: why did you marry him? At some point you felt an emotional connection. What was that based on? Also, it’s fine to have other friends. Your spouse can’t be your universe. |
My husband has gotten better at behaving normally, but his resentment when I'm sick is still a tell. His first impulse is to be annoyed at being inconvenienced. |
Hasn’t touched me since November.
Literally makes a face like he’s disgusted whenever I engage him in dialogue. I don’t want to lose access to my kids/share custody or lose the financial security we have thanks to our dual incomes. I don’t think I like him anymore either. He’s way to stressed out and negative. He sucks the joy out of everything…even otherwise fun family functions and fabulous vacations. Just trying to keep things happy for the kids. I’m a much better actress than I imagined…but the kids are getting tired of their father being such an uptight drag prone to yelling. At this point, I’m not even sure therapy would help. I think he’s going through some sort of midlife crisis. No clue how we went from regular intimacy to nothing. I’d be shocked if he’s cheating because we are on Life360 as a family. Trying to imagine what a gray divorce might be like. |
I knew when he told me directly he doesn't like me. And he wonders why I don't want to touch him. Kids complicate separating. Like the pp, I don't want to share custody even though he also sucks the joy out of every single day with his anger and yelling. |
PP, don’t take it personally. You sound literate, not exhausting…at least to another literate person. |
Wow! Sounds like who I pray will be my soon to be ex. Thanks for putting into words. |