I'm in my 40s but when I was between 15 and 35, yes it impacted my self esteem. Positive attention from men made me feel good, and negative attention, or just no attention, could make me feel bad (not always, I wasn't always "in the market" for attention, but like if I went out dancing with friends and my friends got attention from men and I didn't, it would make me feel bad).
HOWEVER, from the perspective of about 10 years later (I'm married and have a child), I've learned this is all a lot more complicated than you think. People are starting from different places in terms of self esteem, so even if most women have the experience I just described generally, it will have very different impacts on them. I've also realized it really depends on what kind of man is paying attention to me (his age, his confidence, his relative power level to me, etc.). So many of my responses to male attention are linked to having an absent father in my childhood, and never getting any kind of validation or love from a father figure as a child. It messed me up! And not even in obvious ways. Like I really struggle with positive attention from men who feel like authority figures to me, because I honestly have no idea what to do with it -- I get embarrassed and wonder if they are making fun of me or tricking me. I know that's weird but it makes sense if you understand my childhood. I wound up marrying a man who does not project authority and who doesn't shower me with a lot of compliments attention, and while there are downsides to that, I actually think it was the only thing I could handle.
So just to say that little can be drawn from the responses to a question like this. People are individual and especially when you are talking about how attention from other people makes someone feel *about themselves* you have to start from how that person feels about themselves as a baseline first. Otherwise it's meaningless data.
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