I've now had 3 people have 2 kids in the time that I've lost 5. It's just another mile marker of such a brutal journey. I kept it together on the call, but it's just so painful. I don't have hope either. |
It’s brutal. So sorry OP. It brought me to my knees which brought me to my religion. All I’ll have to say about that, but it’s humbling that’s for sure. |
I don’t know if this helps or not but it’s what I believe having been in your shoes: when your child finally arrives, you will love with a level of gratitude and clarity few can understand. |