I was in a similar situation with OP except my DH is a surgeon. Something had to give and it was my career. I had a demanding job and it was too hard to juggle and I did outsource as much as I could. I eventually cut down and then became a SAHM. I was surprised that it was much more difficult schedule wise when my oldest got to elementary. I thought i had made it since kids were older. |
Travel sports is a waste of time and money. |
NP, and agree that this is trollishly bizarre. The OP appears to have ~zero~ self-awareness, and certainly has never heard of....an equal marriage. It's just striking that she would supposedly be this successful and this wealthy without any sort of understanding that she has to have a spine in her relationship. Let's not get into two PhDs who can't grasp -- one of who is an economist? -- stating that they don't have enough income at $400k. It's an appalling lack of understanding of how to handle household finances. I call troll post. |
I'm not talking about being deployed for months at a time, we're talking about jobs where you work some evenings and parts of weekends and sometimes you travel. This is a completely normal thing for people with professional jobs to do -- particularly men -- and not especially difficult if it's just one spouse. Scaling back to to 30 hours, the primary beneficiary really is you, which is fine. And the point isn't just the intellectual stimulation, it's also the career and salary growth. |
-1 You don’t have to lose the passion just because you are married, even if married a long time. Keeping up the spice is a good thing not something to be made embarrassed over. |
Outsource the girlfriend part! |
If once a week is stressing you out this much, it’s not about your husband, it’s about the long hours and travels. You are blaming him for reasonable interest because the both of of you have an imbalanced life. Recognize that your reaction to his interest is a symptom not a cause of your stress. |
Is this OP? You seem obsessed with the idea that most professional jobs are like the ones you and your husband have, and are baffled that you are struggling to make it work with kids, and your marriage is struggling. The answer is: no, not all professional jobs are like that, and other couples make career sacrifice cra to make the family/marriage stuff work. Scaling back to 30 hours is NOT just for you. It buys you breathing room to be more present for your kids, and makes certain family logistics easier. Shifting to a job without travel, or more minimal travel, dies the same. And voila, when you both have a bit more time in the margins, less overall stress, and the family stuff is humming more easily, you also tend to have a bit more to give to you marriage and intimacy. Do you give up some opportunity at work? Sure. Life is sometimes about tradeoffs. But it's not like you stop working or have no ambition, you just balance it against the other things you value (DO you value your family and marriage? it kind of sounds like you don't). But in the same way that you've convinced yourself that 400k isn't very much money, you've also convinced yourself that there is no way to have a rewarding professional job unless you have the kind of job that requires frequent travel and working nights and weekends sometimes. It's just a very narrow, unworkable belief about how your life should be. |
I think you misunderstood. I don't think the PP is saying don't have sex or care about it (that actually is sort of what OP is arguing in favor of-- she wants her DH to leave her alone so she can focus on work and sleep). The point is that when you are married with kids, and both work, your sex life is going to look and feel a bit different from when you were just dating. "Grow up" means figure out how to "keep up the spice" without needing to pretend you are just some sexy girlfriend with nothing weighing her down. "Grow up" means stop pouting about how annoying it is that your spouse is still attracted to you and find a better work/life balance that actually makes room for your marriage. |
How is this only your problem to solve? If the kid activity logistics only works for you if someone else has the mornings, the bedtimes or brings them and the kids are pushing back on the nanny helping then some of the options are that DH steps in to take one of these (changing his schedule or job) or you are a team in laying out the options to the kids that either the nanny brings them to the activity or handles x otherwise they can’t participate. I would keep it open ended asking how do WE handle this and make sure in working with spouse to come up with a solution you aren’t dictating someone else’s actions (i.e. telling your spouse they have to change their job or let you quit yours so Larlo can play travel soccer). Also, if it’s really not about kid activity logistics and solving this issue still would not make you happy, dig deep to figure out what is the actual issue. |
Sheesh. "Don't bother, OP, in trying to live the good life" |
You need to hire more help. The only reason to work two jobs is if you earn enough to pay for the domestic duties. You can afford a full time nanny/housekeeper, and you need one. You also need to chose whether you want a "lifestyle" or a marriage. Women who choose "lifestyle" don't want to be married. Let your husband find someone who wants to be a romantic partner, if your "lifestyle" is more important than your vows. |
OP is the example of how being educated doesn't make you intelligent. |
I’m probably a decade ahead of OP’s family timeline. DH and I earned around the same, had demanding jobs and had two kids. I was drowning. I was the default parent. DH helped with household chores but I was alone with all the invisible kid duties whether it was buying diapers, sippy cups, car seats, clothing, shoes, making appointments, going to appointments, making play date plans, RSVPing to birthday parties, buying gifts for birthday parties, buying age appropriate books, puzzles, toys, etc etc etc. DH just did none of this planning or researching. He would help with dishes and bath and would take kids to sports practice or game if he was home. If he wasn’t home, it was on me. If he had a work event, he just went to the work event. It didn’t matter if it strained me.
Eventually I cut down and stopped working when I had the third child. The third child tipped us over. I originally planned to take a break and go back to work but then Covid happened. Now my kids are older but they seem to need me more than ever. Instead of an annual dentist appointment, we have to go to the orthodontist every month. My kid had braces, then a retainer and then Invisalign. My kids used to have one practice and one game for sports per week. Now that they are older, they have sports 5x per week. And now that my baby is no longer a baby, that third child is starting to have afternoon activities. OP keeps mentioning her husband’s highly intellectual job. At some point, no one cares, especially the wife. My DH now earns seven figures, gets asked to chair conferences, join boards, constantly asked to do random crap for companies. What used to be prestigious now is just a nuisance to me and feels selfish to me as I want to go back to work. It is hard not to be resentful. |
Have you ever actually TRIED to reset with your spouse? Have you bothered at all to say "this isn't working for me"? Do you ever make your needs known? I am sort of appalled by the lack of self-esteem amongst highly motivated, intellectual, high-earning women in this thread. |