Everything! But most of all, the roller coaster of emotions, including the anxiety....which then makes me concerned it is hurting my chances....which then makes me more anxious... |
The sex.
(Joke). Not knowing when it will happen is the worst for me. |
Getting my hopes up. |
the trying not to hope too much without being miserable
but the sex was miserable at times |
The 2ww. In it now! |
The fact that I conceived so easily when I was a teen mom, and now that I have my education, career, husband, stability, etc, it's just not happening. |
The cursing feeling everytime I POAS and it's a BFN. The fact that I have few to no PMS symptoms usually except when I think I may be pregnant - then I feel every twinge, every back ache, every boob ache. I over analyze everything |
^ crushing |
I too am in the 2ww!! GAH. Period, flurry of activity, wait...wait....wait wait wait wait....period (with crying), rinse repeat. And again, GAH. |
If I had a nickel for every time I felt a twinge and thought "is that an egg implanting???? Or a tumor." I would be a wealthy lady. |
The incomprehensible fact that despite charting, OPking, monitoring CM, using pre-seed that this is all still left to chance. I can't do much more than I already am (naturally) and I don't understand why it's not working! |
Symptom spotting, the pain of seeing pregnant women and newborns, the wondering if this will be the month. |
Omg I love this thread and all of you. I'm in the 2ww right now and am feeling almost every single thing listed above. If I'm not pregnant, I just want my period by tomorrow so I can wallow with mass quantities of wine. |
Yes! I'm 10 dpo (or so I think) and if i'm not pregnant, then a bottle of wine is due soon. |
How stupid I feel every month, so CERTAIN that this is it, looking for every little symptom and it turns out to be AF coming. So dumb. Grrr. |