There is no healthy amount of alcohol and taking up a daily drink habit in middle age is not at all a good idea as the aging body is already more inclined toward cancer and other diseases to which alcohol is directly linked.
Beyond that, it is just not a good idea to medicate your stress with a substance that can so easily be abused because your body will build tolerance and before you know it you are consuming more. I strongly and with nothing but affection and goodwill encourage you to take up a healthful habit for coping instead - a walk by yourself outside, a session of yoga or just listening to music and doing some stretches and maybe some hand weights - something to get the blood moving and your mind cleared a little from all that is on your plate, but without reaching for numbing agents. Hang in there. |
I shouldn’t have let it go without saying, my sincere condolences on the loss of your father. |
Same. I can only drink if it’s early in the day or I’m having a full, early meal. Two glasses is all I can do now. It’s not worth the racing heart and sleep interruption. |
Op here. Sincere thanks to everyone. I spoke to my husband last night about supporting me through trying to at least cut back to just the occasional drink, instead of this daily habit.
The wine has been helpful during this time of such intense grief and trauma (My father’s death was sudden and incredibly traumatic). But I know it’s not a healthy long term strategy, and I don’t want my kids to see me dealing with challenges this way either. I’ve made progress in other ways, not sleeping and crying all day like I was in the very beginning, seeing friends and family. I need to address this before it becomes a major issue. Appreciate all the wonderful, thoughtful responses!! |
spoken like a genuine alcoholic |
So sorry for your loss
You are not an alcoholic It’s the habit and ritual that’s helping and and that’s ok … either continue with one glass if it’s helping you get through the hard time, or try replacing with something else for that hour each night (ice cream, yoga, puzzle…) |
OP, I find the best way to avoid the "witching hour" of wanting the wine to take the edge off is staying very busy from 4 - 5:30. Good luck, and so sorry for your loss. |
They don't drink it to "take the edge off." |
how do you know? |
OP, I’m sorry for your loss. It sounds like your father was a wonderful man, and I know you miss him terribly. My father passed away in January. I still cry every day. I was so busy caring for him, I wasn’t able to prepare myself for how his death would affect me. This grief, at times, cripples me. So, just commiserating so you know I understand. I’ll have a Miller Light at night just to get a bit numb. If I didn’t, I’d have panic attacks, and a beer is healthier for me than a Xanax. I just wanted to let you know it’s okay. The consequence of not relaxing could be worse. You’ll get through this. This is the hardest time. |
This. Same glass, once a night. Sending you a hug. Lost my dad a few years ago and it was tough. |
No kidding. The stress you are imposing on yourself over a glass of wine is far more dangerous then the actual glass of wine. This is the time to cut yourself some slack. |
PP, respectfully, I’m wondering if you’ve actually experienced what OP is describing. Sometimes exercise isn’t enough. OP, you could also try an anti-depressant or Xanax for short term. I think a glass of wine is safer than Xanax. Grief therapy could also be helpful. |
What until you find out about the dependency and deaths that dihydrogen monoxide causes. It is a doozy. OP, enjoy your wine. |
What does your coffee and caffeine daily routine look like? |