Wait, op, why did you take the bait about your boyfriend? What she said wasn’t nice, and I can see defending him if he was there, but you knew she was off her meds, and he wasn’t there. You were several states away and yet you couldn’t say “what? I can’t hear you for some reason, the phone sucks today, let’s talk later”.
Normally I’d be on your side, but you want a relationship with your sister and your nephews and if you want a relationship with the nephews, you have to keep mom happy. I can’t understand why you didn’t ignore the comment, and while you don’t believe it, I do have some experience with this. You need to decide what’s important, if it’s your sister, fine, ignore the nonsense. If it’s the boyfriend, fine, though again you know your sister is a nut, so why argue. Do you think she may just be onto something? You can also decide you’re just done or that you don’t need or want to talk to her everyday. Whatever is or isn’t going on, she lives several states away and nobody is forced to live anyplace they don’t want to live, not anymore. Why not spend your sister talk time focusing on your family or at least people and activities that are local to you? I also think you have a problem with boundaries, as another person said “you don’t just stop by when someone is mad at you”. I can’t understand why you’d think that was a good idea. Your sister may be lots of things but you aren’t too nice either, taking the bait over something that you are apparently happy with (he’s still your boyfriend right?), thinking you could and would only stop by if she just lived closer and then trying to be in touch with her kids and worse yet, getting your own kids to “check in” on their cousins. For Pete’s sake, at least leave your own kids out of it, or better yet, explain their aunt, how it impacts her children and how it impacts them. Maybe not the happiest of conversations but that’s part of being a mom. As a friend of mine says “If adult stuff didn’t happen around kids, I’d never have to think about explaining adult issues to them” It’s worth remembering. An adult issue is impacting them, largely because of your actions, now you need to explain it. If only you’d let the comment about the boyfriend go, op. Lest people think I’m letting the mentally ill person just say whatever, I kind of am. It to me wasn’t worth a fight yet op chose to engage. OP could have also spun this in her own head anyway “Hey, my sister is really saying I’m so good-looking gay men want me”. Could you not have reframed this op since having your sister in your life is what you want? The beauty of this is nobody has to know what you do with a comment someone makes to you. |
Those poor kids. I have no doubt your unmedicated sister is hell on wheels. She's likely constantly attacking and terrorizing them, and subjecting them to wild rages. If you haven't figured it out already, they need other family members' support. It will make all the difference in the world to them. |
I’d consider it a blessing in disguise. If you, the aunt, were talking to her kids 2 times a week you’d have to be offering similar access to your sister with your child. Would you really want an in medicated bipolar sister talking to your kid on the phone that often saying who knows what? Let her back off and be thankful. Hopefully there’s a husband or dad or grandparents in the lives of her kids to fall back on too. |
OP here. Thank you for your perspective. I think you make a good point. From my end dealing with my sisters illness is at times exhausting. it has had a major impact on my life including aiding in the destruction of my first marriage. As a result of this I think I was particularly sensitive about partner criticism, because it was something I tolerated in the past that led to some really bad outcomes. I have a lot of regrets about allowing it. |
OP here. She has a partner who she is very verbally abusive towards when not medicated. Other than that she has cut off the rest of my family for about a decade. I was the only family member her kids had access to. |
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You obviously are bipolar! |
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NP. You need to give this up. XDH was diagnosed with bipolar maybe two years ago and isn't taking his meds. He's treating our kids (mid-20s now) horribly, isn't really on speaking terms with one of them, and is absolutely not on speaking terms with the other. I was getting along with him until last month when he suddenly had a temper tantrum over me having much more savings (for the record, in the divorce he got a chunk of my savings but he spent it on ridiculous things, also he's still po'd the judge wouldn't give him any of my inheritance). For the pp who said bipolar meds are truly awful, could you elaborate? I'm trying to understand why XDH won't take his meds. He's now my kids' problem not mine, but I try to help them out in their interactions with him and this could be useful info. |