I don’t understand staying connected on social media with ex-friends but it seems too harsh to disconnect / unfriend, so I keep them.
I’m surprised the people who ghosted me remain connected. |
Sure. But if I’m already sending 100 Christmas cards to friends and family, it seems odd to not send one to the person I was dear friends with since childhood. Like I said, maybe one day she will come around. It’s not like she sends them back return to sender. |
Honestly, I love many of my friends who I didn't do s great job of keeping in touch with. When I've lost touch with people but then reconnected later it's often that during the time of silence on either side, one of us was going through something big. Like a friend came through town the day my parent died. They had been on hospice but my friend wouldn't know that. But I didn't write back and forgot to write later.
Anyway, keep up with the holiday cards if you think kindly of them and who knows if or when you'll meet again |
PS I can think of three friends who were more distant from me and all said that they cherished my notes and that I didn't write them off when they went incommunicado. 1 went through a major depression, 1 went through a gender transition and basically ghosted everyone in their old life for a free years, and one just went through a busy phase of life where it was hard to keep up with more than the immediate demands of family, job and and local community. I bet a lot of people can relate to the third situation. |
you sound like a stalker |
No she sounds totally normal. |
+1 |
My best friend maid of honor oldest friend I have for 38 years is someone I've never talked to every year of my life. We always were close even though separate states and lives but I really thought we were done a few years ago. My cards never were reciprocated nor she ever reached out until one day I mulled over writing her a heartfelt letter or just resigning to the fact she's MIA. I never did the letter but she did finally shortly after reach out. She was going through some things and also on the health front with autoimmune issues.
The moral of this story is that you never know what's going on with someone. Also, through the years lots of stuff happens and that bond never breaks after 2-3-4 or even 8-10 years. She and I have not a lot of common interests but we share the same philosophies and values. We understand each other and make each other laugh in a way many people can't do for each of us. The bond we gave isn't based on how often we talk or see each other. It's based on a comfort and a chemistry we share that never goes away. I have other friends who I really like but it wasn't worth my time to really think that much about why or what with them. In your life I think if you only have 2-3 people you have that deep kind of connection with you're super lucky. This is very different than people you can socialize, do stuff, have daily opportunities to mingle with. Not that they may be less of friends but that's more I think about people who you interact with cause we're social. You won't know until the relationship is tested by a separation to see who returns. But deep in your heart you probably know who the very few friendships you have are the ones that wil stay forever. |
You should get her phone number - I’m sure there’s a way to get it. And then call her and talk to her. Or go to her home and knock on the door |